And..

I can.

Understand?

Yes, ma'am.

O' damn!

...

come again?

Life

Who knew life would be so complicated?

Fun and careless summer nights

Stressed days stretched beyond

School - the epitomy of my agony

Work - the sole of my existence.

Love - the mocking-jay in my heart

Emotions - the untamed beast steering my life

Mind - the senselessness in embarrassment

despite my priding wins.

One day, it's gonna break, and 

No one will know how to fix it and

That will be the end to our lives.

No forbodding future

Nor creator in the skies.

No twisted winding fates

Caligraphed in our paths.

One mind.

One soul.

No sign.

No mind.

No body nor soul.

Just the darken hearth

Just waiting to get old.

The true tree of life

Forever shall we feel

Agony. Misery. Burden. Pain.

But for every once we feel such,

We receive

Joy. Pride. Strength. Valor. Independence.

No longer birthed to Darkness

No more a victim of Fear.

In fact a mere glimp at a past

Upon which are built stronger paths.

Bikes

Glory days,

fields of haze.

Colored grey,

in a great Fascade.

Underneath,

You see it true.

All it's beauty through and through

Blue and green, Rich and new,

Purple and pink,

Unique youth.

Hearts

She treasured her heart
They lived life together happily.
One day a boy with dark hair and a smile came along.
She felt her heart leap. It asked
"Please, please? Could we meet?"
Before she could answer, the boy had stolen her heart.
But as time went on, she realized she had given away her heart a long time ago.
To the boy with the dark hair and beautiful smile
She looked back in time. Those were happy days.
The more time her heart spent with the boy, the more he came to know it. He knew it all, its deepest secrets and fears.
And he started toying with her heart.
He had hung her heart out to dry,
Put it out on a line and left it alone.
And the girl came and saved her heart.
She took her heart back, protected it from dangers like this boy.
Locking it away in her closet, no one could ever touch her heart even if they tried.
Then she met a man. He taught her to put her heart out on a table. Let it face the world.
Her heart warmed up to the sunlight it hadn't seen for years. And her heart fell for one last love. A true love that taught her heart to fly.

Flight

Running.
Heart beats
Fiercely.
Stinging air
Caught in lungs,
Rigid ribs
hold your body still.
Can you feel each muscle stretching?
Every sense in your body is tense?
Left.
Right.
Up.
Left.
Right.
Down.
You look around.
No signs, coast cleared.
Quick. It won't be long.
Shot and wounded you're still ahead.
Scarred as you may be,
If you don't run, you'll be dead.
Or worse, you may be NEXT!

Captured

Summer Highs

and sweet good byes.

What wonderful times

in the cool fresh tides.

Worries washed away,

People coming to play,

And no fuss over yesterday.

There will always be tomorrow,

so why worry

about what you didn't do today?

Poem Writing at it's best!

別人骗人
但是我们知道他们
再没跳在水
有右手的朋友,和又要了我
知道看到了什么
肯定听到所有的星星
所有朋友的双手守护
十四天使.

Blue Christmas

Crying in misery
'Cause we've had enough history
to fill an entire library
Did you ever
happen to wonder
how we got this far?
Oh we will not ever see
the silver lining in the mystery.
Never again will we visit
In this cemetary
of the Bluest Christmas
I'd ever seen.

Sharpie mirror

Yes, it's been done before. Yes, it's probably not the most original thing I could think of. But yes, it's happening. And no, I didn't take the idea from online.

Sharpie decorated compact mirror

Simple way to review everyday! Got your eraser, Sharpie, and mirror/board.

Cold.

I stepped out.

It's strange - it's quiet.

no.

It's cold.

chilly, actually.

quiet freezing really.

But more motivation i suppose.

But what now?

Hope.

PAST THE SUN RiSE

PAST THE SUN RiSE
Awake
And darkness
A blanket shrouding us
All.
No one knows why but
Never has it failed to greet me
For All have seen within
Except today.
Today was magical
It was beautiful
No night cloud in
My heavenly morning.
Luxury.
Waking past the sunrise.
I will never forget.
The glory I saw.

Scarf to tube top

Broke Love in Two

Love broken in two
dragging pieces behind
as you drive away
Two halves
clinking and clattering in tow
Yet ears do not hear a sound.
Eyes watch the lonely road ahead.
You can only look ahead.

Love away
my heart takes the wheel
Today I run
Hiding from my heart
Broken and in pain
Shy from shine
shy from sky
Shying
As I give my love away

How you left me
Hanging and hoping
Wishing and dreaming
of what could be.
Your beautiful smile taunts -
Tugs at my memories.
Happy memories of you.
I try
I tried.
I cannot forget, but
I will always forgive.
And for that, I am ashamed.

Silly me

I'm definitely a fool of love, a riddle to be read,

a book to be shelved!

Never once did I think

this could happen to me,

and never once did I chose

this fate over tees.

But I'm glad you found me

Found me head over heels for thee!

Mmmmm

Healthiest YUMMIEST most colorful and wonderful meal!

lettuce
peas
corn
chick peas
red beans
carrot slices
olives
beets
shredded cheese
parmesan cheese
jello
watermellon

Salads have high potential for greatness! Give it a try!

Apple nails

I shall once again
forever eat with Apple
splayed across the minuscule
limbs protruding
of my palm.

But really, how cool is that? I still need to fix up the edges, but I'm happy with this :)

Emotional

Yin
Emotions.
Touchy feely feeelings
Wrapped in its shroud
Blank and rich
Now lost in oblivion.
Life is so much more complicated here.
Blissful bliss
I'll miss from before.
___________

Yang

Under

Oh so in love

The deepest at the hearth

Where magic happens

And belief soars indefinitely

Dreams are within our grasps

And love is closest

So close you find it’s all you feel

All you know

All you need.

You spiral down together,

In the depths of the unknown

Venturing into the unexplored

Undefined

But fear is now your friend

You embrace it with all your heart

Wonder is your weapon

Strike with your ‘mazement

And defend with grace

Swift and elegant,

You are Power.

Above all else.

Water bottles!!

http://indulgy.com/post/6TZrZHtQq1/recycled-plastic-bottles-a-great-lamp

Such cool crafts with water bottles!!

Flirts in Skirts

We may be flirty,

but we won't play dirty

Who do you think we are?

Amidst the greatest of them all?

Not you of course.

Wowwwww

"You know, it's fun and all, but then you get to that point where it's just too hard and it seems impossible and you're learned helplessness and you don't see a point in life anymore."

"Wait, what?? you suicidal now?"

"No, just depressed."

"Oh, good. At least you're not dying. "

"Dude, I was talking about candy crush. I'm giving up my lives because the level was too hard and I didn't see the point in trying anymore."

Despresion on Sides

So much...
So little...
There's light
There's a way.
But what do I do?
How do I go?
Why?
Lost in the void of life.
No reason to go,
no reason to die.
Just a void of reason
to do it all.
Just stay and go on.
Maybe there's hope.
But what if there's not?
What if it's soaked?
Dampened and drained.
limp and lumpy.
Lost forever
And found nevermore.

Wall pocket

Take any packaging box (I used a bandaid box from CVS!) and cover it so it looks more pleasant.

Take some tape, glue or other to stick it to a wall ( I only used tape.)

Now you've got a pocket in your wall!!

Turn a t-shirt to a pocket maxi

1) Wear so your waist is in the neck of your XL T-shirt

2) Push the sleeves in and sew it into a pocket

3) enjoy!

College Suite!!

A room with these colors would be awesome!! but instead, I have this:

Shot Waters

On my way
on a moar.
Going out
to have a sore.
One got in
and one got aboard.
Without the sack
and not the chord.
Sadly lines
can never store
Above and behind
beyond the torn
Bright and brilliant
but just amournin'
Up and about
made in the morn'ng
Flipping fins
to get ashore.
High above
the crowded Seas.

Tamed

Named?

Are you insane?

Do you even know how she was maimed?

Who, the girl who went from famed to shamed!

She was terribly stock like a crane

And only ever complained and blamed.

Oh, how in vain

the disdain

Of Self

Young night, Heart cold, so Forth

The night was young, but her heart was old.

Running from this feverish cold.

When would it end?

She could never understand.

The mess life had given her

To clean up afterwards

After the party and the fun,

And all the love in the sun.

She waited tirelessly,

But now she’s done.

Green Bee

A social butterfly with a massive heart

A massive heart for a massive pot of gold

a pot of gold as big as your heart

Warms the very soul

And brings you to the start

~~~~~~~~~~
Be green,

green bee.

Please oh please

come on, give me!

I want your honey,

I want you, honey!

You're oh so sweet.

Pain Samplys

Thank you Martha Stewart for all the inspiration. I did not even know who you were until just a few years ago. But ever since, I've been the biggest fan of your artsy ways and your creative powers. Because of you, my life is filled with color and beauty. I'm about to move-in to my dorm for the first time, and I've practically created life-sized "scrapbooking stickers" to put up. And, yes! They will pop out of the wall and everything! 

Wiggle Room

Hole Punching Fun

String Behind the Stinging Corals

Mossy Rock for the mossy rock

Moon Shining Samples

Fluid Flair

Crazy Coral

Wings, anyone?