Monday, December 16, 2013

Friday, December 13, 2013


Who knew life would be so complicated?
Fun and careless summer nights
Stressed days stretched beyond
School - the epitomy of my agony
Work - the sole of my existence.
Love - the mocking-jay in my heart
Emotions - the untamed beast steering my life
Mind - the senselessness in embarrassment
despite my priding wins.

One day, it's gonna break, and 
No one will know how to fix it and
That will be the end to our lives.

No forbodding future
Nor creator in the skies.
No twisted winding fates
Caligraphed in our paths.
One mind.
One soul.
No sign.
No mind.
No body nor soul.
Just the darken hearth
Just waiting to get old.

Monday, December 9, 2013

The true tree of life

Forever shall we feel
Agony. Misery. Burden. Pain.
But for every once we feel such,
We receive
Joy. Pride. Strength. Valor. Independence.

No longer birthed to Darkness
No more a victim of Fear.
In fact a mere glimp at a past
Upon which are built stronger paths.

Friday, December 6, 2013


Glory days,
fields of haze.
Colored grey,
in a great Fascade.
You see it true.
All it's beauty through and through
Blue and green, Rich and new,
Purple and pink,
Unique youth.


She treasured her heart
They lived life together happily.
One day a boy with dark hair and a smile came along.
She felt her heart leap. It asked
"Please, please? Could we meet?"
Before she could answer, the boy had stolen her heart.
But as time went on, she realized she had given away her heart a long time ago.
To the boy with the dark hair and beautiful smile
She looked back in time. Those were happy days.
The more time her heart spent with the boy, the more he came to know it. He knew it all, its deepest secrets and fears.
And he started toying with her heart.
He had hung her heart out to dry,
Put it out on a line and left it alone.
And the girl came and saved her heart.
She took her heart back, protected it from dangers like this boy.
Locking it away in her closet, no one could ever touch her heart even if they tried.
Then she met a man. He taught her to put her heart out on a table. Let it face the world.
Her heart warmed up to the sunlight it hadn't seen for years. And her heart fell for one last love. A true love that taught her heart to fly.

Monday, December 2, 2013


Heart beats
Stinging air
Caught in lungs,
Rigid ribs
hold your body still.
Can you feel each muscle stretching?
Every sense in your body is tense?
You look around.
No signs, coast cleared.
Quick. It won't be long.
Shot and wounded you're still ahead.
Scarred as you may be,
If you don't run, you'll be dead.
Or worse, you may be NEXT!

Friday, November 29, 2013


Summer Highs
and sweet good byes.
What wonderful times
in the cool fresh tides.
Worries washed away,
People coming to play,
And no fuss over yesterday.
There will always be tomorrow,
so why worry
about what you didn't do today?

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Poem Writing at it's best!


Monday, November 25, 2013

Blue Christmas

Crying in misery
'Cause we've had enough history
to fill an entire library
Did you ever
happen to wonder
how we got this far?
Oh we will not ever see
the silver lining in the mystery.
Never again will we visit
In this cemetary
of the Bluest Christmas
I'd ever seen.

Sharpie mirror

Yes, it's been done before. Yes, it's probably not the most original thing I could think of. But yes, it's happening. And no, I didn't take the idea from online.
Sharpie decorated compact mirror

Simple way to review everyday! Got your eraser, Sharpie, and mirror/board.

Friday, November 22, 2013


I stepped out.

It's strange - it's quiet.
It's cold.
chilly, actually.
quiet freezing really.
But more motivation i suppose.
But what now?


Monday, November 18, 2013


And darkness
A blanket shrouding us
No one knows why but
Never has it failed to greet me
For All have seen within
Except today.
Today was magical
It was beautiful
No night cloud in
My heavenly morning.
Waking past the sunrise.
I will never forget.
The glory I saw.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Broke Love in Two

Love broken in two
dragging pieces behind
as you drive away
Two halves
clinking and clattering in tow
Yet ears do not hear a sound.
Eyes watch the lonely road ahead.
You can only look ahead.

Love away
my heart takes the wheel
Today I run
Hiding from my heart
Broken and in pain
Shy from shine
shy from sky
As I give my love away

How you left me
Hanging and hoping
Wishing and dreaming
of what could be.
Your beautiful smile taunts -
Tugs at my memories.
Happy memories of you.
I try
I tried.
I cannot forget, but
I will always forgive.
And for that, I am ashamed.

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Silly me

I'm definitely a fool of love, a riddle to be read,
a book to be shelved!
Never once did I think
this could happen to me,
and never once did I chose
this fate over tees.
But I'm glad you found me
Found me head over heels for thee!

Friday, November 1, 2013


Healthiest YUMMIEST most colorful and wonderful meal!

chick peas
red beans
carrot slices
shredded cheese
parmesan cheese

Salads have high potential for greatness! Give it a try!

Friday, October 25, 2013

Apple nails

I shall once again
forever eat with Apple
splayed across the minuscule
limbs protruding
of my palm.

But really, how cool is that? I still need to fix up the edges, but I'm happy with this :)

Monday, October 21, 2013


Touchy feely feeelings
Wrapped in its shroud
Blank and rich
Now lost in oblivion.
Life is so much more complicated here.
Blissful bliss
I'll miss from before.

Oh so in love
The deepest at the hearth
Where magic happens
And belief soars indefinitely
Dreams are within our grasps
And love is closest
So close you find it’s all you feel
All you know
All you need.
You spiral down together,
In the depths of the unknown
Venturing into the unexplored
But fear is now your friend
You embrace it with all your heart
Wonder is your weapon
Strike with your ‘mazement
And defend with grace
Swift and elegant,
You are Power.

Above all else.

Monday, October 14, 2013

Flirts in Skirts

We may be flirty,
but we won't play dirty
Who do you think we are?
Amidst the greatest of them all?
Not you of course.

Saturday, October 12, 2013


"You know, it's fun and all, but then you get to that point where it's just too hard and it seems impossible and you're learned helplessness and you don't see a point in life anymore."

"Wait, what?? you suicidal now?"

"No, just depressed."

"Oh, good. At least you're not dying. "

"Dude, I was talking about candy crush. I'm giving up my lives because the level was too hard and I didn't see the point in trying anymore."

Friday, October 11, 2013

Despresion on Sides

So much...
So little...
There's light
There's a way.
But what do I do?
How do I go?
Lost in the void of life.
No reason to go,
no reason to die.
Just a void of reason
to do it all.
Just stay and go on.
Maybe there's hope.
But what if there's not?
What if it's soaked?
Dampened and drained.
limp and lumpy.
Lost forever
And found nevermore.

Monday, October 7, 2013

Wall pocket

Take any packaging box (I used a bandaid box from CVS!) and cover it so it looks more pleasant.
Take some tape, glue or other to stick it to a wall ( I only used tape.)
Now you've got a pocket in your wall!!

Friday, October 4, 2013

Turn a t-shirt to a pocket maxi

1) Wear so your waist is in the neck of your XL T-shirt

2) Push the sleeves in and sew it into a pocket

3) enjoy!

Monday, September 30, 2013

College Suite!!

A room with these colors would be awesome!! but instead, I have this:

Friday, September 27, 2013

Shot Waters

On my way
on a moar.
Going out
to have a sore.
One got in
and one got aboard.
Without the sack
and not the chord.
Sadly lines
can never store
Above and behind
beyond the torn
Bright and brilliant
but just amournin'
Up and about
made in the morn'ng
Flipping fins
to get ashore.
High above
the crowded Seas.

Monday, September 23, 2013


Are you insane?
Do you even know how she was maimed?
Who, the girl who went from famed to shamed!
She was terribly stock like a crane
And only ever complained and blamed.
Oh, how in vain
the disdain
Of Self

Friday, September 20, 2013

Young night, Heart cold, so Forth

The night was young, but her heart was old.
Running from this feverish cold.
When would it end?
She could never understand.
The mess life had given her
To clean up afterwards
After the party and the fun,
And all the love in the sun.
She waited tirelessly,

But now she’s done.

Monday, September 16, 2013

Green Bee

A social butterfly with a massive heart
A massive heart for a massive pot of gold
a pot of gold as big as your heart
Warms the very soul
And brings you to the start
Be green,
green bee.
Please oh please
come on, give me!
I want your honey,
I want you, honey!
You're oh so sweet.

Friday, September 13, 2013

Pain Samplys

Thank you Martha Stewart for all the inspiration. I did not even know who you were until just a few years ago. But ever since, I've been the biggest fan of your artsy ways and your creative powers. Because of you, my life is filled with color and beauty. I'm about to move-in to my dorm for the first time, and I've practically created life-sized "scrapbooking stickers" to put up. And, yes! They will pop out of the wall and everything! 

Wiggle Room

Hole Punching Fun

String Behind the Stinging Corals

Mossy Rock for the mossy rock

Moon Shining Samples

Fluid Flair

Crazy Coral