Go.

 

Rejuvenated.

Enlightened.

All the fears and worries behind her.

Confident.

Ambitious.

She's in control now, and she won't back down.

Excited.

Ready.

They overwhelm her,

But step by step, she pulls through.

Her Future.

The Anxiety.

They stay with her.

But she welcomes them

With an open mind and free heart.

Seasons' Ore

Summers come
Summers go
When will we see
The winter snow?
Spring's here,
Blossom and blow.
Rain and dew
Trickling slow.
Now for Fall
With that fiery glow.
Sun and shine
They softly flow
Running,
Twirling,
Dancing,
They all will go.

Dark truths

Wwhy is it

that only in

our darkest hours

the darkest of times

those dark ages that

we see clearest?

 

We see the world

in a whole new light

we see the sky as anything but bright

we see past the fascades and roles in society

and see a completely true,

but unreal reality?

 

The reality that dawns upon us

when in those moments

truth is everything irrational,

and everything rational is a lie.

 

We do not trust

we no longer believe.

Instead?

 

We discover

A whole new world

without you.

Vegan Valentine

You know why you should never feed animals human meat? Because it's inhumane? Yeahhh, but no. Because it's wick and totally uncivil? Yeahhh but no. Why? Because. One never forgets the taste of human fleshhh!!

See the way to go is turn naturally carnivorous animals and omnivorous creatures into purely vegetarian species. No a one would feed on another and not a one would eat/recycle dead meat. Is that the goal here? To have too much flesh and meat strewn around because we dislike the idea? Of potentially crazy situations? Well, not with some control.
 

 

Valentines day

Passed and gone away.

You know what would've made her day?

Or make things go their way?

Well, obviously,

A bouquet!

I know this is wayy past due, but hey, just htought of it, so chill. enjoy the plant.

No.

My god!
I'm so lost!
I don't know!!
Oh... this is bad.
Shit, I shouldn't be like this,
What do I do?
See, this is how you know
Someone's going crazy.
This is a sign of depression
Of deteriorating mental health
and 500 other things that are wrong with me
non-physicall.y

I can't decide.
I can't be happy for me.
I can't make best friends.
I can't maintain relations?
I can't be friendly with people and stay that way?
Oh NO!
I'm gonna be a sociopath!
Watch, you just wait and see!
Oh.. GOD! WHY?!?! how did I get this way?
I'm desperate, I'm needy, I'm always unsatisfied.
I don't have permanent goals and no true wishes for myself.
This is the result of lost ambition.
This is lost spirit.
I want to be free and artsy but I don't want to live that way.
I'm aquiring OCD, ADHA, dyslexia, asthma, and I already can't smell.
Wow!
I'm becoming less social, I retreat online more and more...
This is bad.
This is reallly bad.
If I were my own therapist,
I'd know what to do with me.
I'd know what to say.
But me?
I can't follow those instructions!
I can't brainwash myself!!
HELP ME! BRAINWASH ME!!
I need to just chill.
Just chill. Now. Good. That's better, right?
No. Fuck off.

Maybe I'm already battling depression.
Undiagnosed, yet forever present.
I'm in denial and yet I'm confronting it..
sort of.
Well, now i can add bipolar to my list of oddities.
This is why I need someone to talk to.
No, not just about stuff, but someone
I can trust to help me make decisions.
No, not someone who asks leading questions and guide
Me over to my own decision - I need someone to be my brain.
No, I need a pensieve.
Atleast dumbledore's got it right.

A way out

Or at least as exact as random events would be. Even vultures would do good to eat their own blood. The zombies have it right - no one would ever bother you if you’ve got the guts to eat blood, fearless to walk through any obstacle and allow others to hurt you without the slightest hint of pain in your face. You will struggle until the end, until you’ve reached your goal and even then you’ll go for more. You’ll go above what’s expected and surprise all who question your abilities. Vultures? Now they’re almost there. But then again, what good are vultures? They urinate as they like. But who can blame them? They’re are birds of the wild. Death circling the world and eyeing its next prey. They stare down a weak one. They wait, looming over it. As the last ounce of energy leaves the body, it becomes a free for all. Perhaps these vultures know it bettter than us. Why kill our food and have blood on our hands when we can wait for them to die? If we waited, we would be recycling for the earth rather than threatening the world when we eat. Vultures. They’re smart too. They know not to eat live prey. Prey with spirits and energies flowing through their veins. That stuff is toxic to the mind and body. It will poison you, and suck your souls from the hearts of all who ingest them. One body only has room for one living spirit. Adding another’s so directly in consumption would mean to overwhelm the natural capacity for energy. We say all this cannot be true. We say “Science!” It shall prevail, solve every riddle and allow us to do as we wish. But it cannot explain everything. It is wrong in every aspect of itself. Science. It does not know about the energy of a body. It has yet to discover the true meaning of life. We are primitive in our exploration and perhaps never will find the answer to why live at alll. Silence the science that has blinded our view of the world. We have such great potential without relying on silly studies like science and math. There are things more important and greater than this. Things.

Perphars there is a way out...

Forget and forget

I knew it.
i knew i'd forget all of it.
the bio, the physics, the details, the big picture
Everything.
This always happens, and I always say I will review
Lightly over breaks but does that happen?
Nope.
Not a bit. Yes,
I had time,
Plenty of it too.
Time to sleep,
time to watch TV,
time even to be bored and pee.
But now, I only know bits and pieces
And I don't trust anything that isn't exactly
As I remember it,
And I'm doing even worse than I did before.
Now I've got mixed info in my head
and I don't know what to think.
Sure I was confused
learning the material before.
Sure I mixed one formula with another or
One process with another, but now?
I mixed EVERYTHING up!
It's all scrambled eggs and green ham!
Forget those green eggs, no, I've got green meat now.
It's a mess, I'm a mess!
Why.
Why?
Why do I do this?
Now I'm stressed over the knowledge I miss

When

When you realize your wishes will never come true

When you start to see what a failure you've turned out to be

When the person you need most is not there

What do you do? How do you move on?

What do you do,

When you realize the problem isn't them,

The problem is

You.

 

What REMEDY could possibly

Erase your new awareness of the

Ultimate truth.

 

Paper cuties!

This must be the cutest thing ever

Props to whoever thought of this

Another hanging decor`

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excruciating pains

No pain no game?
I know you mean well
but excruciating pain?
Our bodies are to tell
when we can take no more.
what the hell!
No you've made me sore.
Atleast I'm not dead,
though I may already be
just be glad I'm set
to face another jet
of your facial oogliness

A month of food!

Just love it.

I swear, I didn't touch it. It came like this!!

Asian chocolate.. cute but expensive.

Applebee's is now my friend!

Decorating your car

 

What can you do to make your car just that much more unique? To make it stand out just a little more? And at a low cost? wait for residue to build up and draw on it - well, you'd probably want some idea of what the design will be and you probably would want someone with a good hand to do it. otherwise it looks crappy.

No really, you should try it, even if you've seen it around and you think it looks dirty, just try it. Or maybe it's just for us 18 year olds with a new car and nothing better to decorate with. Oh well, enjoy!

 

I swear it isn't as dirty as it looks. half the streaks are from the trees behind me, and the graininess is from the flash -- it's much smoother and prettier in person

Yea... you like my car choice too, right? I was gonna get a Nissan Cube, but Kia Soul was better as a first car.

 

 

Core Depression

Jack: I want a milkshake.
Kevin: I hate how stupid people are.
Jack: I don't like how she looks.
Kevin: did you know we're wearing potato sacks?
Jack: she's weird.
Kevin: Yea what a freak.
Jack: I embarrassed. What will people think of me?
Kevin: I don't know, but what about me?
Jack: I want to know!
Kevin: Well, she had a kid.
Jack: Let's hope she doesn't turn out as bad.
Kevin: Bet she'll live when the depression's over
Jack: Yes, I hate how gloomy it is.
Kevin: this is how I feel
Jack: Really?
Kevin: Yup. I hate life and people and myself. Why can't we be normal?

Kevin, Jack
You make yourselves miserable
If you want to be a downer,
atleast keep it to yourself.
I've had enough of this.
I've tried to help,
They've tried to help.
You won't listen,
Fine.
I'm done.
Go fend for yourselves.

Message out to sea

Stranded on an island

Who with?

Who other than the greatest!

The one billionaire who can buy his way out.

But wait, who'll take your money?

What can you actually do for us?

Are you really worth a billion dollars?

How will you get a message out to see,

when you've got a million things to say

but no where to fit your words?

What's the most important word you've got to give out to the world?

None.

Absolutely none.

All or nothing huh?

True love

The love triangle.

Always there.

Everwhere.

Every time.

One after another

Others after the other

To chase love is anarchy.

Misery sprouts from lack of true passion.

True love, you say?

We're only children at play.

Who knows what love is?

Humans with the ideal life:

love.
 

No other yearns for love as humans do

Accelerated Intelligence well spent.

Now the ultimate gift

has sent each of us spiraling down a bottomless pit

to dwell upon our own misery

and disappointments in finding

a life we were promised

Not a one can have another

who has in his or her heart

the love that the other desires most

The desire to acquire such love

is strong enough to stop a fully grown man

dead in his tracks and set out to wander aimlessly about.

Depression is no a sadness,

it's the hopelessness when

one discovers the reality that

we are nothing more than what others think

Nothing more than what others see.

 

It's our nature to be all that there is

to have the sun, moon, and stars revolve around us.

Only with a true love do we get this, but what of that?

7 billion people in the world,

and without a God to guide us,

we listlessly search for the One

The One we've only met in our fantasies.



Pic/poem

What an ass

Ur late

How could you make me wait

From 45 after 8

Til the end of the date?

You bastard!

 

Not just once,

Just just twice,

Not even a few times, but

COUNTLESS!

You think you know me.

You think you're better than me.

You think you can make the rules?

You can play with me words, my world.

But look at what you've created.

I'm not that girl anymore, who carelessly laughed away her problems.

Negativity rains down upon me

Soaking my my hair my clothes

drowing out my thoughts

It floods my home my belongings my only treasures in the world.

 

You've turned me into this

You brought out the worst in me

And now?

Well, now I'll have my blood on your hands.

You'll live with this
and suffer as you have made me suffer.

 

Why?

Did you really not notice I was hurting?

Or did you just not care?

It's to late to make ammends,

For I can't trust you'll live by them.

You've had your turn,

Now here's mine.

 

I must wash away the Negativity

No sins, just energy

With water from the heart

That flows strong against those who fight it.

Clouds

If stratus clouds

are in the stratosphere,

and cumulus clouds

accumulate in layers,

and cirrus clouds are wispy like the haze in a circus

then what are those clouds

that are beautifully popped corn from heaven?

Scenic clouds.

China, baby!

Taking the first step to adventure!

 

Recognize it? 

 

Many will notice a land mark...many will not

 

Typical..

 

Now this is what I call a complex!

 

Looming above all else is a mysterious...sign

Unlocking the gates to ancientt China...

 

Fengxiansi Cave

 Power to the Women of 6,000 years ago!

 

There's always a tomb somehwere

 

 

Shaolin SHOWDOWN!! Omi trained here!

 

Top of the class again, I see.

 

The fluidity of what once was

 

Eternity

 

New life growing on the backs of history

 

     Clever Choice

  

The Wind in the willow...in the mountain in the China in the

 

 Working smarter, not harder

 

 Just enjoy the ride down memory lane

 

Opening the doors to Culture

 

Tradition never grows old

 

Exquisite Jade

 

Delectable sea creatures

 

 

Craft

Pottery

 

  Polly the Parrot is in China!

Rollin' down the street

 

big ol' happy family! 

 

Just love those three-wheelers 

 

 Mmm

 

Cuisine

Mangogrove

 

Spiced up